Being fully aware is an irritating interruption
to our daily cycle of repetitions.
It is an inconvenience.
We can be deeply asleep while mindlessly
repeating an endless number of things
during our waking life.
We are programmed by our conditioning
and culture, our status and gender,
our ancestors and karma,
to do so much on auto-pilot,
and so it is convenient to simply repeat
the dream of the past and project it
into the dream of the future.
We seem to have many desires which get
us through each day,
are strictly scheduled,
and many interferences and synthetic urges.
But when we are fully aware there is
no arbitrary measurement of ‘time’ –
a concept invented by the controlling mind
to distract us from our deep doubts and fears,
to always shield us from reality with our egos.
There is no schedule.
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